first blog and more to come..:)

I always plan of writing blogs, I even created an account before but never wrote a single blog... and so I figured now that I am 25, I'll make that plan happened and start writing blogs..

I turned 25 a week ago, at first I just want to consider my birthday just like an ordinary day but later on I realized, there are so many things to celebrate about and to be thankful for, now that I've been alive for a quarter of a century (eek, tanda ko na)... 

Years back, I thought when i reached this age I would have everything totally ahead of me, a good career (working as a nurse), with a small  business, have my MSN degree, providing for my mom and dad and even have my own family...but now while writing this blog, I'm not even halfway there..i am working in a corporate world, don't have savings, still not able to provide for my parents and getting married is so out of the future..

yes, i suffered or rather suffering from mid-life or should i say quarter-life crisis especially on the career part (co'z if you have a successful career, everything follows) there are so many things i haven't done, things i should have done.. i am registered nurse, but still struglling to find a hospital job and as days passes, I'm beginning loose hope if I'll still be able to be hired in a hospital..dami nang nurses dito sa pinas, cant apply in another country coz their number 1 requirement 2 YEARS HOSPITAL EXPERIENCE (what the heck, wala nga mapasukan eh)..i'm even thinking if nursing is really for me coz before and after boards dami ko pa pinagdaanan (problem with birthcert, leakage issue)..minsan nga i want to try my luck abroad, walk-in basis any kind of work, for me to be able to provide to my parents coz as much as i want to help my sisters, i cant do it coz my career is still in the limbo...

pero sabi nga ng family and friends ko there's still hope..my application in one hospital is still on the process..and I'm lifting everything to GOD, whatever plans He has for me, I'll accept it with all my heart..Kung para sa akin talaga yun...just like a proverb quote "Good things comes to those who wait."

hays enough of the drama..despite of it all, i feel so loved by my family and friends.. i still feel young, always a kid at heart, im still sleeping beside my parents (baby??ehe), i still get excited over silliest things and can be gullible at times.. im an OC but sometimes careless, easily get anxious, friendly, tackless and will forever have a bubbly personality..

another year has been added to my age, one more year of being wiser, of learning from mistakes and will try not to commit them again..to be extra careful in making decisions...I am thankful with God for giving me my family who always supports me with everything, my old friends and for the new people who came into my life for always encouraging me and who have been there through ups and down..25, a nice grown up age, i must say...and whatever the future brings i can face them, head up high..BRING IT ON 2011!!!..:)